Wednesday, October 31, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 77

If you could take back one moment, what would it be?

I would say, not one! 
I have had to endure all that I have been through to get to this point in my life!
Taking back that one moment, might change the course of my life!
No, thank you!

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 76

If you could apologize for one thing to your parents, what would it be?

The only thing I would apologize for is hurting them when I moved so far away. I know that they never expected me to move so far away and I know that they miss me so much every day! I just hope they can see how happy I am and know that this was my path in life and it was the best path!

Monday, October 29, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 75

What would you do if you were the last person on earth?

I have no idea, honestly. I am a talker. I talk all the time and to not have anyone to talk to, I would probably just ramble all day to myself, to God, to whatever will listen!

Sunday, October 28, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 74

The most fun you have ever had?

This year 2018... this is the most fun year I have ever had. The kids are at that great age where they actually get along great and they are always laughing and talking and just having a wonderful time. I feel extremely blessed to be a part of their lives!

Saturday, October 27, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 73

The worst date you have ever gone on?

I don't think I have gone on a worst date. All of the ones I have had have been pretty great.

Friday, October 26, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 72

What is the most scared you have ever felt?

One day I was working and realized my alarm did not go off to remind me to go pick my kiddo up from school. When I realized what time it was and that she would be waiting for me at home in 10 minutes I panicked. It takes me anywhere between 10-15 minutes to get home. She doesn't take her cell phone to school with her. I left work and drove as fast as I could. No way to get a hold of me or anyone else. She would just be waiting by the front door for me to get home. I called my neighbor and he was not home, but he said he would be home within 10 minutes. The drive home seemed like it took FOREVER!

I got home and my heart dropped when I realized that she was NOT by my front door. I started crying and freaking out. Where is she? Why is she not here? Her bus already dropped the kids off...

I walked over to my neighbors house because I was just not sure what else to do. I was so close to calling the cops. When I rounded the corner by his garage and saw her sitting on my neighbor's couch the tears continued to fall.

My neighbor was not home but his friend was visiting and he was home. She didn't know him, so he asked if he could call Moses and talk to her while I got there. So, my amazing neighbor talked to her and helped her calm down while I made my way home. He is one of the best neighbors anyone could ever have! And this day, he definitely helped both of us!

Thursday, October 25, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 71

What is the angriest you have ever felt?

I think this time in my life was during my divorce. The emotions you go through during a time like this is unreal and I was not expecting the flood of emotions. One day I would be just fine and the next day it would be a hot mess. Thankfully that time in my life is over.

Wednesday, October 24, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 70

Your ultimate goal in life?

To be happy with my family! 
And of course to be in a house of our own!
One day we will be able to have the house... 

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 69

How can you improve as a partner or friend?

Work on my hormones. Man, the older I get the worse they seem to get. 
Work on not getting agitated with everything as much. Its a struggle!

Monday, October 22, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 68

Write a goodbye letter to someone who doesn't deserve to be in your life.

Right now, there is NO ONE in my life that doesn't deserve to be here. So, this is not something I can do right now. 

Sunday, October 21, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 67

The moment you are most ashamed of?

I think this would be a private moment that I don't want to share over my blog. 

Sorry everyone!

Saturday, October 20, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 66

What is the best feeling in the world?

Love. Love is the best feeling in the world. There is no other feeling like it. 

Friday, October 19, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 65

How would you define yourself to a stranger?


Thursday, October 18, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 64

What would you change if you could redo college?


Man, it would have been so much easier. Instead, I waited until I was 25 to start and then in the middle of it got married, had a baby and it was just a lot harder to get through. 

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 63

Something you have never told anyone before?

My life has always been shared with others. I don't tell everyone every part of my life, but for the most part, if you are close with me you know my good and bad times. 

I guess the thing that hardly anyone knows is that when I was 19 I was raped. It was after Justin came into town to visit and it was one of the most horrible experiences of my life. It took me a long time to overcome that. 

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 62

What is your worst quality?

My worst quality is definitely my nail biting. Been a habit since I was younger. I do my best not to do it. 

Monday, October 15, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 61

What would you do if you could stop the world for 24 hours?

I have no idea. Maybe read more... I never seem to have enough time to read these days. How is that even possible? Oh I know... I have a full time job, kids and a hubby, meals to prep and other stuff to handle. I am exhausted!

Sunday, October 14, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 60

What are you feeling at this moment?

I am feeling great. The weather is cooler... it is fall... getting closer to November when I can start buying the kiddo's their Christmas gifts... Halloween is just around the corner and life is just really going great. 

Saturday, October 13, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 59

Write a thank you letter to anyone that you think deserves it.

My best friend Jenn would be the one I would thank. Ya'll really just have no idea how much this woman has done throughout our friendship. She has walked every single path with me for the last 12 years. I can't even imagine life without her. And trust me... she knows how much she means to me. 

Friday, October 12, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 58

Who would you want to be stuck in an elevator with?

My husband. He is pretty resourceful and can fix just about anything. I am sure he would be able to get us out... and if not... he is my husband. I kind of love being around him!

Thursday, October 11, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 57

When was your last fight?

I don't even know how to answer this. 
Like fist fight - I have never been in one of those. 
Argument fight - I think Abe and I have had maybe 2 really big argument fights in the last 8 years of our life together! Not too bad, I must say. 

However, that does not mean that we don't bug each other sometimes. Because that definitely happens... but not like a real big fight!

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 56

What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?

The someone would definitely be my best friend Jenn. And I am going to say being there for me during my hardest days. We quickly became great friends when my ex-husband introduced us and we haven't stopped being friends since. She was there for me through my marriage and divorce with my ex, she was there for my daughter's birth (she would have been in the room too, but only 1 allowed in the OR for the c-section), she was there for my marriage to my current husband and all the hard times and great times in between. I love that woman with all that I have!

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 55

Would you want to be famous?

Not at all! 
Fame gets to people and I wouldn't want my life to change for that!

Monday, October 8, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 54

Who was the last person you cried in front of and why?

My husband. Because I was very overwhelmed with life and different things. 

Sunday, October 7, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 53

What are your values?

I have never really thought about my values. I just live my life for me and no one else. I love with my whole heart and as long as you are honest with me and don't lie to me, we are good. I always try to be honest and I am a very trust worthy person. 

Life is too short to be unhappy or to have to deal with a lot of drama... so I don't. 

Saturday, October 6, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 52

What is the best piece of advice you have ever gotten?

When I was going through my separation with my ex husband and I had to tell my parents, I finally emailed my dad because he wasn't home when I told my mom.

He emailed me and gave me a lot of good pieces of advice, but my favorite was something along the lines of:

This divorce does not define you. What defines you and Justin during a hard time like this is how you move on from it and learn.

I love my dad and he helped me more than he will ever know!

Friday, October 5, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 51

What would you tell your high school self?

When you are older and living your own life, all this high school stuff will be behind you. Don't hold onto the bad times. Cherish the good times and remember you have a whole life ahead of you. Do your best and study hard. It will help when you get to college! 

Thursday, October 4, 2018

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Tuesday, October 2, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 48

What would you want your last dying words to be?

I would hope that when I am dying, everyone knows how much I love them and will miss them. So, words won't be needed! But I would stay I love you again to my kids and husband!

Monday, October 1, 2018

365 Day Blog Challenge - Day 47

Who was your first love?

My first true love that was in person was my ex husband Justin.